Oddness

Can I just say I feel really odd. For several months now I just feel odd. Almost like, I'm waiting for something. Like, I just need to hold on until this point, but I don't know where that point is? It's crazy.

Anyway, I'm ready to set new goals for this week. I plan to work out 5 times. Of course one of those workouts should have been this morning, but the power was out. I'm hoping to get it in tonight. If not, then Saturday. I also plan to spend 2.5 hours reading. Yes, reading. These goals are not just about physical health, but emotional health too. And finally I plan to have 5 30-minute (or more) Quiet Times. Yep, spiritual health too :)

This week is going to be pretty stressful, Papa's 80th Birthday Party is this weekend, and one Grandmother is still in the hospital. So I may have to post a "vent" or "rant" at some point, just for my sanity's sake, LOL!

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So... it's been quite a while since I posted. I've been really struggling with some emotional junk that has kept me in a funk. But I've finally gotten back into the groove of working out, so hopefully I can keep it up for a while. I'm still not sure how much or how often I want to post, I guess I'll just figure it out as I go.

On a side note, I'm worried my wii may be acting up. I've been using it to weigh myself. I got on it Tuesday morning for the first time in a couple months, and of course I'd gained 10 pounds. Then Wednesday morning I'd lost 2 pounds, after going on a date Tuesday night and pigging out on chinese food and ice cream. Then Thursday morning I'd lost 2 more pounds after pigging out on mexican food for lunch and stuffing myself with pork chops for dinner. And Friday morning I'd gained 2 pounds after (I though) doing a pretty good job of controlling my diet. Something is not right here...