Really struggling today with loving myself. I have not eaten well today. The last couple of days really. I just keep eating, and eating, and eating. I don't even know why. My clothes are tight again. I have a really nice pair of jeans that I hadn't been able to wear in a while. Last week I could wear them. This week they about cut off my circulation.
I suppose the stress of having a sickness in the house is part of it. Hubby was sick over the weekend, then Little Man got the cough Monday. And when he has a cough he tends to cough so hard he throws up. And today the Squirt has it. He gets croup, so I have to sit up with him all night to make sure he's still breathing. Yeah, the problem is stress. Just typing about it makes me want to go get another cookie. I need a better way to deal with stress than eating cookies. Keep typing?
I found a nice workout program online tonight. Some simple resistance training I can easily do at home. My legs are definitely burning, but I'm not sure how well it will work for my arms. We shall see. I may need to refine my exercise goals a bit. I thought yoga was supposed to make you more limber, but it only seems to make my back hurt. So I may drop that part.
Well, I'm pretty sure this episode of croup is over. He's breathing better and wanted to go back to bed. But now my Angel is complaining his throat hurts. Can't be sure if it's for real or just another stall tactic. He's been doing everything under the sun to stay up as long as he can tonight. Since it's going around the house, guess I better be safe and start the medications on him too. And I think I'll try to go on to bed too. 'Night!
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